Blinded by your affection
Having trusted your perfection
All along I end up believing all your deceptions.
You said I mattered the most to you
What a fool I was, because there always were quite a few.
You made me feel beautiful
Alas! I discover now, never were you truthful.
You said how talented and gifted I was
On the other hand you always wondered, if what I did was good enough a cause.
You merely agreed to all I said
Not because you thought I was right, but having a conversation you dread.
When we made plans, you let me choose the place
Not because you cared, but you always were in a haste.
You made me meet your friends
Not because you were proud of me, but only wanted the speculations to end.
You brought me presents and gifts
Not to make me happy, but was a means to end the tiffs.
You always asked me to take my own decisions
Not because you wanted to make me strong, but to avoid taking the responsibility was your intention.
When I needed you the most, you never were around
Not because you were busy, but preferred distance and avoid being hound.
I believed you then, I believe you now
The only difference is, earlier I took it all in my stride
But no more shall I be taken for a ride.
It is now all crystal clear to me
No longer shall you have the privilege to shatter my belief
As now I believe in myself, more than you ever would or did.
Having trusted your perfection
All along I end up believing all your deceptions.
You said I mattered the most to you
What a fool I was, because there always were quite a few.
You made me feel beautiful
Alas! I discover now, never were you truthful.
You said how talented and gifted I was
On the other hand you always wondered, if what I did was good enough a cause.
You merely agreed to all I said
Not because you thought I was right, but having a conversation you dread.
When we made plans, you let me choose the place
Not because you cared, but you always were in a haste.
You made me meet your friends
Not because you were proud of me, but only wanted the speculations to end.
You brought me presents and gifts
Not to make me happy, but was a means to end the tiffs.
You always asked me to take my own decisions
Not because you wanted to make me strong, but to avoid taking the responsibility was your intention.
When I needed you the most, you never were around
Not because you were busy, but preferred distance and avoid being hound.
I believed you then, I believe you now
The only difference is, earlier I took it all in my stride
But no more shall I be taken for a ride.
It is now all crystal clear to me
No longer shall you have the privilege to shatter my belief
As now I believe in myself, more than you ever would or did.
By
Ami Chheda
Ami Chheda
YJAW-Co Editor
India
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