He started it, she ignored it first
He tried again, she accepted it
She didn't only accept it but started thinking about him
She trusted him
He helped her beyond that veil
She started flying
She started dreaming about him
She started following him
At that time, in her mind things that could happen to her were love, loyalty and sincerity
He was cool, always smiling infact laughing
He was a good man with a good heart
Always helping and caring
She confessed it in front of him
He gave her a bitter look
She felt it like everything broke just in a moment
And tears got stuck in her throat
She felt it like a betrayal to her feelings
He betrayed her feelings
This was the reality she had to face
“It was nothing, you assumed it all”
These words totally broke her down
She felt herself like a mad man
Who was decorating his brain with beautiful thoughts
And the things that never happened
It was hard for her to accept that reality
She thought she could read other’s eyes
But she was absolutely wrong
She felt it like it was totally her fault
Or he made her look like that
No doubt he was cool,
She made herself less not only in his eyes but in front of herself too
She used to think herself valuable
But she was totally wrong
Now it was her battle with her feelings and thoughts
Now she had to see the world with a different perspective
She had to accept that embarrassing reality that she made it up all
Indeed, she knew the truth deep down in her heart.
He tried again, she accepted it
She didn't only accept it but started thinking about him
She trusted him
He helped her beyond that veil
She started flying
She started dreaming about him
She started following him
At that time, in her mind things that could happen to her were love, loyalty and sincerity
He was cool, always smiling infact laughing
He was a good man with a good heart
Always helping and caring
She confessed it in front of him
He gave her a bitter look
She felt it like everything broke just in a moment
And tears got stuck in her throat
She felt it like a betrayal to her feelings
He betrayed her feelings
This was the reality she had to face
“It was nothing, you assumed it all”
These words totally broke her down
She felt herself like a mad man
Who was decorating his brain with beautiful thoughts
And the things that never happened
It was hard for her to accept that reality
She thought she could read other’s eyes
But she was absolutely wrong
She felt it like it was totally her fault
Or he made her look like that
No doubt he was cool,
She made herself less not only in his eyes but in front of herself too
She used to think herself valuable
But she was totally wrong
Now it was her battle with her feelings and thoughts
Now she had to see the world with a different perspective
She had to accept that embarrassing reality that she made it up all
Indeed, she knew the truth deep down in her heart.
Sabahat Iqbal
Lahore, Punjab, Pakistan
Lahore, Punjab, Pakistan
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